Duck, I remember seeing my father naked once, when I barged into the bathroom while he was urinating. I vaguely remember showering with him as a very little girl as well. Honestly, as a little girl, his genitalia was intimidating, even gross to me. I think I was typical. That's why I gave you the advice I did. I'm sorry, but the fulfillment of your desires would be damaging. I don't think you're horrible. Pedophilia is not uncommon, and is not a choice, but most likely an inherent trait. Sadly, if you act on your desires, you will most certainly cause grave fear and unhappiness. Again, I deeply appreciate your candor. I'm glad you speak freely.
I got pedophilia when I turned 14 or 14 1/2 and I was called a pedophile/child molester in early 10th grade. I never even done anything and wouldn't. I have fantasies and I keep them in my head. I am creative and came up with a planet that has restrictions and doesn't allow hardcore porn or any form of abuse. My fictional planet does allow soft porn, but no porn that is below a countries age of consent. Lowest age of consent on my planet is 10 gu (13 years old) since my planet has 438 earth days in a year. They call it gu (guhskidens) on my fictional world. 1 guhskiden = 438 days. 1 year = 365 days so my planet is at 1.20 astronomical units from it's star which is 0.20 times further than earth explaining why 10 gu on my planet is equal to 13.2 years old on earth. I keep going on about this planet but I think it's interesting. Half my life is a fantasy and my fantasies take place in day dreaming but I don't remember the last time I ever dreamed about a preteen girl while actually asleep in bed. In fact, I can't even remember my dreams lately and usually they're all vivid so that's kind of strange. My dad says I'm not a pedophile but I think I might be. I am not all about sex and am able to keep my fantasies in my head. This may sound weird, but I can still hug a young girl and not be turned on especially after just getting done masterbating then I am not easily turned on by anything. I am clean, I always wash my hands after that kind of stuff which is always done privately. I reply to you because you don't talk about killing pedophiles which makes me feel bad that I never even done anything and some other people unlike you will tell me to die just for being attracted to younger girls that I for some reason cannot help it. Thank you for being a kind person.
Is it normal for me to be attracted to preteen and underage girls?
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Duck, I remember seeing my father naked once, when I barged into the bathroom while he was urinating. I vaguely remember showering with him as a very little girl as well. Honestly, as a little girl, his genitalia was intimidating, even gross to me. I think I was typical. That's why I gave you the advice I did. I'm sorry, but the fulfillment of your desires would be damaging. I don't think you're horrible. Pedophilia is not uncommon, and is not a choice, but most likely an inherent trait. Sadly, if you act on your desires, you will most certainly cause grave fear and unhappiness. Again, I deeply appreciate your candor. I'm glad you speak freely.
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I got pedophilia when I turned 14 or 14 1/2 and I was called a pedophile/child molester in early 10th grade. I never even done anything and wouldn't. I have fantasies and I keep them in my head. I am creative and came up with a planet that has restrictions and doesn't allow hardcore porn or any form of abuse. My fictional planet does allow soft porn, but no porn that is below a countries age of consent. Lowest age of consent on my planet is 10 gu (13 years old) since my planet has 438 earth days in a year. They call it gu (guhskidens) on my fictional world. 1 guhskiden = 438 days. 1 year = 365 days so my planet is at 1.20 astronomical units from it's star which is 0.20 times further than earth explaining why 10 gu on my planet is equal to 13.2 years old on earth. I keep going on about this planet but I think it's interesting. Half my life is a fantasy and my fantasies take place in day dreaming but I don't remember the last time I ever dreamed about a preteen girl while actually asleep in bed. In fact, I can't even remember my dreams lately and usually they're all vivid so that's kind of strange. My dad says I'm not a pedophile but I think I might be. I am not all about sex and am able to keep my fantasies in my head. This may sound weird, but I can still hug a young girl and not be turned on especially after just getting done masterbating then I am not easily turned on by anything. I am clean, I always wash my hands after that kind of stuff which is always done privately. I reply to you because you don't talk about killing pedophiles which makes me feel bad that I never even done anything and some other people unlike you will tell me to die just for being attracted to younger girls that I for some reason cannot help it. Thank you for being a kind person.