Pedophilia is like any other sexual orientation, hard to impossible to change. You will just have to control yourself. As a former little girl, I recall we were NOT interested in sex before puberty, and often, not even a while after puberty. So, unless you want to crush a girl's soul, don't misread her cute friendliness as what you desire it to be, and just stay away from little girls.
Suppose your father asked you to suck his cock, and told you it would make him really happy if you did? Would you have done it, and been okay with it later on? For all you know you might have liked it, if you had gotten started.
Duck, I remember seeing my father naked once, when I barged into the bathroom while he was urinating. I vaguely remember showering with him as a very little girl as well. Honestly, as a little girl, his genitalia was intimidating, even gross to me. I think I was typical. That's why I gave you the advice I did. I'm sorry, but the fulfillment of your desires would be damaging. I don't think you're horrible. Pedophilia is not uncommon, and is not a choice, but most likely an inherent trait. Sadly, if you act on your desires, you will most certainly cause grave fear and unhappiness. Again, I deeply appreciate your candor. I'm glad you speak freely.
I got pedophilia when I turned 14 or 14 1/2 and I was called a pedophile/child molester in early 10th grade. I never even done anything and wouldn't. I have fantasies and I keep them in my head. I am creative and came up with a planet that has restrictions and doesn't allow hardcore porn or any form of abuse. My fictional planet does allow soft porn, but no porn that is below a countries age of consent. Lowest age of consent on my planet is 10 gu (13 years old) since my planet has 438 earth days in a year. They call it gu (guhskidens) on my fictional world. 1 guhskiden = 438 days. 1 year = 365 days so my planet is at 1.20 astronomical units from it's star which is 0.20 times further than earth explaining why 10 gu on my planet is equal to 13.2 years old on earth. I keep going on about this planet but I think it's interesting. Half my life is a fantasy and my fantasies take place in day dreaming but I don't remember the last time I ever dreamed about a preteen girl while actually asleep in bed. In fact, I can't even remember my dreams lately and usually they're all vivid so that's kind of strange. My dad says I'm not a pedophile but I think I might be. I am not all about sex and am able to keep my fantasies in my head. This may sound weird, but I can still hug a young girl and not be turned on especially after just getting done masterbating then I am not easily turned on by anything. I am clean, I always wash my hands after that kind of stuff which is always done privately. I reply to you because you don't talk about killing pedophiles which makes me feel bad that I never even done anything and some other people unlike you will tell me to die just for being attracted to younger girls that I for some reason cannot help it. Thank you for being a kind person.
They never like it trust me. Here's what I wrote in response to someone elses question, but you should read it too. "You should never do anything that interferes with someone elses free will. Yes there are other people out there like you, my ex step father (he's incarcerated now for child molestation and statutory rape) is one of them. I am giving you this advice from an unemotional stand point so pay attention. I am that little girl all grown up, the girl an older man "fell in love with" and acted upon his fantasies with, I was five years old the first time it happened and it continued for many many years. I only remember a few times because of my mind choosing to block out memories it didn't think I could handle as an adult. It may seem like it's not a big deal to you, and it may feel normal or natural and you will hear people say children are sexual, but I'm here to tell you it is a mistake to ever touch a child in that way. I wasn't mentally ready for that nor was I developed enough to receive that kind of attention. Now I spend loads of money seeking psychiatric help due to symptoms that it caused later in my life. I have PTSD, bipolar, etc... To put it bluntly it fucked me up mentally and if you ever touch a child it will do the same thing to her, she will never be the same again and will be drastically changed and trust me when I say she WILL daydream about killing you, no matter how "loving" you were. If you choose to touch her, you had better hope one day she finds a psychiatrist that's skilled enough to keep her from taking out her rage and assassinating you for taking advantage of her young mind. One more thing, deep down she will never ever forgive you."
Is it normal for me to be attracted to preteen and underage girls?
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Pedophilia is like any other sexual orientation, hard to impossible to change. You will just have to control yourself. As a former little girl, I recall we were NOT interested in sex before puberty, and often, not even a while after puberty. So, unless you want to crush a girl's soul, don't misread her cute friendliness as what you desire it to be, and just stay away from little girls.
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Duck, I remember seeing my father naked once, when I barged into the bathroom while he was urinating. I vaguely remember showering with him as a very little girl as well. Honestly, as a little girl, his genitalia was intimidating, even gross to me. I think I was typical. That's why I gave you the advice I did. I'm sorry, but the fulfillment of your desires would be damaging. I don't think you're horrible. Pedophilia is not uncommon, and is not a choice, but most likely an inherent trait. Sadly, if you act on your desires, you will most certainly cause grave fear and unhappiness. Again, I deeply appreciate your candor. I'm glad you speak freely.
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I got pedophilia when I turned 14 or 14 1/2 and I was called a pedophile/child molester in early 10th grade. I never even done anything and wouldn't. I have fantasies and I keep them in my head. I am creative and came up with a planet that has restrictions and doesn't allow hardcore porn or any form of abuse. My fictional planet does allow soft porn, but no porn that is below a countries age of consent. Lowest age of consent on my planet is 10 gu (13 years old) since my planet has 438 earth days in a year. They call it gu (guhskidens) on my fictional world. 1 guhskiden = 438 days. 1 year = 365 days so my planet is at 1.20 astronomical units from it's star which is 0.20 times further than earth explaining why 10 gu on my planet is equal to 13.2 years old on earth. I keep going on about this planet but I think it's interesting. Half my life is a fantasy and my fantasies take place in day dreaming but I don't remember the last time I ever dreamed about a preteen girl while actually asleep in bed. In fact, I can't even remember my dreams lately and usually they're all vivid so that's kind of strange. My dad says I'm not a pedophile but I think I might be. I am not all about sex and am able to keep my fantasies in my head. This may sound weird, but I can still hug a young girl and not be turned on especially after just getting done masterbating then I am not easily turned on by anything. I am clean, I always wash my hands after that kind of stuff which is always done privately. I reply to you because you don't talk about killing pedophiles which makes me feel bad that I never even done anything and some other people unlike you will tell me to die just for being attracted to younger girls that I for some reason cannot help it. Thank you for being a kind person.
I did .. i loved it .. he told me it was calcium for my bones ♥
They never like it trust me. Here's what I wrote in response to someone elses question, but you should read it too. "You should never do anything that interferes with someone elses free will. Yes there are other people out there like you, my ex step father (he's incarcerated now for child molestation and statutory rape) is one of them. I am giving you this advice from an unemotional stand point so pay attention. I am that little girl all grown up, the girl an older man "fell in love with" and acted upon his fantasies with, I was five years old the first time it happened and it continued for many many years. I only remember a few times because of my mind choosing to block out memories it didn't think I could handle as an adult. It may seem like it's not a big deal to you, and it may feel normal or natural and you will hear people say children are sexual, but I'm here to tell you it is a mistake to ever touch a child in that way. I wasn't mentally ready for that nor was I developed enough to receive that kind of attention. Now I spend loads of money seeking psychiatric help due to symptoms that it caused later in my life. I have PTSD, bipolar, etc... To put it bluntly it fucked me up mentally and if you ever touch a child it will do the same thing to her, she will never be the same again and will be drastically changed and trust me when I say she WILL daydream about killing you, no matter how "loving" you were. If you choose to touch her, you had better hope one day she finds a psychiatrist that's skilled enough to keep her from taking out her rage and assassinating you for taking advantage of her young mind. One more thing, deep down she will never ever forgive you."