Is it normal for me to be attracted to preteen and underage girls?

Duck, I remember seeing my father naked once, when I barged into the bathroom while he was urinating. I vaguely remember showering with him as a very little girl as well. Honestly, as a little girl, his genitalia was intimidating, even gross to me. I think I was typical. That's why I gave you the advice I did. I'm sorry, but the fulfillment of your desires would be damaging. I don't think you're horrible. Pedophilia is not uncommon, and is not a choice, but most likely an inherent trait. Sadly, if you act on your desires, you will most certainly cause grave fear and unhappiness. Again, I deeply appreciate your candor. I'm glad you speak freely.

I did .. i loved it .. he told me it was calcium for my bones ♥

They never like it trust me. Here's what I wrote in response to someone elses question, but you should read it too. "You should never do anything that interferes with someone elses free will. Yes there are other people out there like you, my ex step father (he's incarcerated now for child molestation and statutory rape) is one of them. I am giving you this advice from an unemotional stand point so pay attention. I am that little girl all grown up, the girl an older man "fell in love with" and acted upon his fantasies with, I was five years old the first time it happened and it continued for many many years. I only remember a few times because of my mind choosing to block out memories it didn't think I could handle as an adult. It may seem like it's not a big deal to you, and it may feel normal or natural and you will hear people say children are sexual, but I'm here to tell you it is a mistake to ever touch a child in that way. I wasn't mentally ready for that nor was I developed enough to receive that kind of attention. Now I spend loads of money seeking psychiatric help due to symptoms that it caused later in my life. I have PTSD, bipolar, etc... To put it bluntly it fucked me up mentally and if you ever touch a child it will do the same thing to her, she will never be the same again and will be drastically changed and trust me when I say she WILL daydream about killing you, no matter how "loving" you were. If you choose to touch her, you had better hope one day she finds a psychiatrist that's skilled enough to keep her from taking out her rage and assassinating you for taking advantage of her young mind. One more thing, deep down she will never ever forgive you."

First of all, fuck you. Secondly, I am not naive, though I am young. I realize that there are asswipes out there like you, but you know what, you guys don't scare me. Why? I'm about 400 pounds, largely muscle, I know martial arts pretty well, and I have trained with most hand held weapons. If you fucks tried to hurt me, I would kill you with ease. It's not even a risk to me. Third, "people like you should be culled from the human race". Seriously? My people have existed since man first walked the earth. Even if you got your wish, more would spring up. You want to know what group of people should be "culled from the human race"? People like you, and other such bigoted, hateful, closed-minded, stupid people. You know what's really funny about all this? You are probably just like me deep down inside, and you don't even realize it. All it takes is the right trigger. For me, it was the knowledge that my next door neighbors kids were doing it with each other when I was 11. From that point on I knew I was a pedophile. I was, of course, too much of a coward at the time to join in their escapades, even though the little sister (five at the time) offered to suck my dick like she did for her brothers regularly. I was too worried about being caught at it, so I decided against it (I didn't want to be a sex offender, or have her father, (stronger than me at the time) cut me to pieces with his machete.)

I will never leave this site, and in fact, I will continue to post anywhere and everywhere about this topic, and there ain't shit you can do about it. By the way, come try and cut my nuts and cock off, and force-feed them to me, I dare you. Learn to hack, find out where I am, and attack me. Go right ahead. Because when you try, not only will I beat you to death, but as you're dying I'll describe my fantasies in detail to you, just to add insult to injury. And what will happen to me? NOTHING. It'll all be in self defense, so I can't go to jail for it. Even if they saw these posts, all of them are protected by the first amendment, so you'd die completely in vain, with nothing accomplished. GOOD LUCK.

he said he's attracted, not that he acts on it. There are a lot of studies that show that his attraction is not all that rare. Also, self righteous bombastic -ness is not helpful. Its possible to understand without approving. Freedom of sexual thoughts and fantasies are fine, just don't exploit anyone. I think he's brave and honest to bring up the subject.