Is it normal for manic depression disorder to wan't to die at all cost

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i have manic depression disorder and im always depressed, like every awakening hour. the only things that chears me up is sex,drugs, and thinking about suicide. i push everyone away from me, i cant stand people feeling sorry for me, i will not even try to get help. the medications is useless for me. there's no point in living, deep depression is very painful to live day by day, knowing it will never get better, i will commit suicide when i build up the gut's. i have no ideal why i'm afraid of death, i guess it's because i don't want to hurt my family.

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  • [Old Memory]
    11 years ago | pl

    I'm not going to talk you out of this because I don't believe it would help you at this point. Research the scientific background on suicide, you will find it enlightening about what motivates people to want to die and what makes some more successful at it than others. Always postpone the act; never try on impulse, there is no rush. Plan it out at least a month in advance. If you are going to do it what is the rush to do it today, you know what I mean. Pick your special day to die. Tie up your loose ends with people or pets. Make the time that you are still alive count and choose your monumental day to leave this world with some pride.

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  • bananaface
    11 years ago | pl

    I don't understand. If you don't want help, then what is the purpose of this post?

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    • southlords
      11 years ago | pl

      i wan't to know if my suicide thoughts are caused by manic depression or a fucked up life.

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