That is a possibility. When I failed, a part of me was upset at myself. The most recent times I contemplated it, I didn't do it and as a result saw myself as a failure....
I don't know if it's a adrenaline thing, but it's possible. When I'm up on high places, I have the overwhelming tendency to want to kill myself. The last time I was at the Empire State Building, I went up to the "observation deck". I got the urge and literally started grabbing on to the fence and sticking my shoes in it. I really wanted to climb over it and jump off or for the fence to have broken. It's a hard thing to do when allot of people are around and the weird thing is that I have a extreme fear of heights. I guess I should try to avoid tall things.
Is it normal, for a place to make you suicidal?
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That is a possibility. When I failed, a part of me was upset at myself. The most recent times I contemplated it, I didn't do it and as a result saw myself as a failure....
I don't know if it's a adrenaline thing, but it's possible. When I'm up on high places, I have the overwhelming tendency to want to kill myself. The last time I was at the Empire State Building, I went up to the "observation deck". I got the urge and literally started grabbing on to the fence and sticking my shoes in it. I really wanted to climb over it and jump off or for the fence to have broken. It's a hard thing to do when allot of people are around and the weird thing is that I have a extreme fear of heights. I guess I should try to avoid tall things.