Maybe the first time it was really something you wanted to do, if so the subconsious part of your brain may be angry that you failed, and when you visit this zoo, to your brain you are revisiting a failure.If that is what is going on then maybe your mind when being reminded that you failed, is urging you to try again until you succeed.
I have th urge to jump from high places sometimes, but I have a little adrenaline junkie in me. Maybe it is an adreneline thing.
That is a possibility. When I failed, a part of me was upset at myself. The most recent times I contemplated it, I didn't do it and as a result saw myself as a failure....
I don't know if it's a adrenaline thing, but it's possible. When I'm up on high places, I have the overwhelming tendency to want to kill myself. The last time I was at the Empire State Building, I went up to the "observation deck". I got the urge and literally started grabbing on to the fence and sticking my shoes in it. I really wanted to climb over it and jump off or for the fence to have broken. It's a hard thing to do when allot of people are around and the weird thing is that I have a extreme fear of heights. I guess I should try to avoid tall things.
Is it normal, for a place to make you suicidal?
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Maybe the first time it was really something you wanted to do, if so the subconsious part of your brain may be angry that you failed, and when you visit this zoo, to your brain you are revisiting a failure.If that is what is going on then maybe your mind when being reminded that you failed, is urging you to try again until you succeed.
I have th urge to jump from high places sometimes, but I have a little adrenaline junkie in me. Maybe it is an adreneline thing.
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That is a possibility. When I failed, a part of me was upset at myself. The most recent times I contemplated it, I didn't do it and as a result saw myself as a failure....
I don't know if it's a adrenaline thing, but it's possible. When I'm up on high places, I have the overwhelming tendency to want to kill myself. The last time I was at the Empire State Building, I went up to the "observation deck". I got the urge and literally started grabbing on to the fence and sticking my shoes in it. I really wanted to climb over it and jump off or for the fence to have broken. It's a hard thing to do when allot of people are around and the weird thing is that I have a extreme fear of heights. I guess I should try to avoid tall things.