Is it normal for a male to enjoy watching hia wife sexually tortured?
I am a 55 year old minister with a 21 year old wife. I was a widower and my 22 year old son introduced us. I have found I enjoy seeing my wife sexually tortured. I enjoy having her wear nipple clamps and/or clit clamps to church. I feel like I am getting by with someting. I like to barebottom spank her, too. I wasn't like this with my first wife. I have even got off watching her with my son. She knew I was watching but he didn't.It was just before we got married.I would love to watch her and my son again but am not sure how he would take it. She doesn't cheat on me. I take her for meetings for sex. My church would want my resignation if they knew. I can't get enough of watching her. I even participated as a sub for a female we know just to watch her. Am I normal, having a mid life crisis, or what?