How you’re describing the experience sounds awful.
I’m more worried about your mental health here instead of your sexuality.
You talk about being very out of it, and just up and going out to sleep with someone, especially it being sodomy which is a huge deal, you just met doesn’t sound like healthy behavior.
It sounds impulsive and self destructive.
I’m not trying to rat on homosexuals or anal sex or whatever, but I feel like that’s a big thing to decide to do.
I have mixed feelings about it. I definitely did not enjoy the sex, nor the long journey home feeling myself wet downstairs and knowing it was another man's semen. But I can't deny that there's a part of me that gets some kind of kick out of the memory of having to submit to him and have no option but to endure intercourse as the minutes crawled past. I don't even begin to understand myself. I can't honestly say it'll never happen again.
Is it normal for a bi-curious guy to actually try gay sex for real?
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How you’re describing the experience sounds awful.
I’m more worried about your mental health here instead of your sexuality.
You talk about being very out of it, and just up and going out to sleep with someone, especially it being sodomy which is a huge deal, you just met doesn’t sound like healthy behavior.
It sounds impulsive and self destructive.
I’m not trying to rat on homosexuals or anal sex or whatever, but I feel like that’s a big thing to decide to do.
I think you should search out for help.
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I have mixed feelings about it. I definitely did not enjoy the sex, nor the long journey home feeling myself wet downstairs and knowing it was another man's semen. But I can't deny that there's a part of me that gets some kind of kick out of the memory of having to submit to him and have no option but to endure intercourse as the minutes crawled past. I don't even begin to understand myself. I can't honestly say it'll never happen again.