Is it normal: fantasy?
So, uh, I've been wondering if its normal to have a fetish where I'm being raped?
To add some context, I am an out and proud lesbian, I am happy with being a lesbian. But, I still have this fantasy where im raped by a guy (usually one of my friends???) in an attempt to make me straight? I don't understand why I feel this way, its so confusing to me...
It doesnt seem normal and outside of this fetish I find the concept of rape disgusting and saddening...