Thank you all for your input. You made me realize that finding pleasure in my fantasy isn't The problem, the problem lies much deeper. I guess my childhood was not that great, and looking back at all the laughing and having fun, And at times getting beat up, was not as normal of a childhood as I made my mind think it to be. As far as confiding in someone, there is no way I can look at someone in the eye and tell them all that I have done. Which also makes me nervous about talking to a therapist. I would probably be the last guy you would think That did anything like this As a child. Thanks for the guidance that you gave.
Is it normal, at a much older age, to fantasize about being molested.
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Thank you all for your input. You made me realize that finding pleasure in my fantasy isn't The problem, the problem lies much deeper. I guess my childhood was not that great, and looking back at all the laughing and having fun, And at times getting beat up, was not as normal of a childhood as I made my mind think it to be. As far as confiding in someone, there is no way I can look at someone in the eye and tell them all that I have done. Which also makes me nervous about talking to a therapist. I would probably be the last guy you would think That did anything like this As a child. Thanks for the guidance that you gave.