Is it normal as a man to fantasize about sucking cock and swallowing

Um hmm... Sadly the first boy I ever kissed was also the first one I ever gave oral sex to and he didn't want to kiss me afterwards. I'm happy that even at 17 I did confront him immediately about it.

Yeah, I don't think there's anything gross about kissing after oral sex. Honestly, this is why I Love 69! I'm not into that snowballing crap, but I think there's nothing wrong with kissing immediately after oral. Hell, if he can satisfy me the first thing I'm gonna do is kiss him to say thanks! I can't stand when people are squeamish about their own bodily fluids on another person's mouth. There are men and women who are squeamish, and I can't stand the thought of them, that squeamish, selfish attitude is basically a deal breaker for me.