Is it normal.. well read my story and tell me..
Iv become a male escort recently to make extra money. Im straight, i only have sex with women.
Im in a committed relationship and my girlfriend knows what i do, she supports me. Based on where i live i don't have to many clients. Female escorts have many more clients than i do. They could easily be having sex with 10 to 25 different clients a month.
Im finding myself wishing to have different clients every day. The idea of sex with multiple people on a weakly basis excites me more and more. Every day i wish my phone would ring and it would be a new client!
Im faithful to my girlfriend, i only have sex with paying clients. So its not like I'm going out and picking up girls.. Even though i know this is the start of an addiction i don't want to stop, i don't want help. I want my client base to increase largely and want many many many more sexual partners. I love that women want to have sex with me, i love walking into a room knowing that I'm going to have sex with the women that is there waiting for me!
Are there other people out there with sex addictions that they are aware of and want to embrues it and encourage it? The other aspect of my addiction is i love women aged 45 on wards. Im 33. My ex wife is 52. Im a good looking guy, i look after myself and my appearance. I just find women 45 and older even more sexually appealing. I find women of all ages attractive just prefer the Cougar/Milf type!!
My current girlfriend is only 4 years older than me, I'm used to dating much older women. I always find myself fantasising about much older women. Is this leading towards my addiction? Feeling my fantasy's are not being fulfilled?