It's sad, but it's normal and easy to fall into that.
Sometimes, I've planned to commit suicide, because there seemed to be no way out.
Wallowing in my misery, and living like I was dying offered respite. Both ignoring my problems and trying to fix them seemed difficult and impossible.
I couldn't let myself care again, because I was afraid I'd be crushed if I did.
I don't know if you can relate to what I described, and I don't know how bad your mental problems are, but you can probably change without the health insurance.
Being drunk has no chance of fixing your problems of poverty and mental illness.
However, weening off of the alcohol and trying to take baby steps toward improvement could. You know your options; usually there's at least one viable one.
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It's sad, but it's normal and easy to fall into that.
Sometimes, I've planned to commit suicide, because there seemed to be no way out.
Wallowing in my misery, and living like I was dying offered respite. Both ignoring my problems and trying to fix them seemed difficult and impossible.
I couldn't let myself care again, because I was afraid I'd be crushed if I did.
I don't know if you can relate to what I described, and I don't know how bad your mental problems are, but you can probably change without the health insurance.
Being drunk has no chance of fixing your problems of poverty and mental illness.
However, weening off of the alcohol and trying to take baby steps toward improvement could. You know your options; usually there's at least one viable one.