Ah, The Twilight Saga. I can totally relate to you. But in a different sorta way...I guess. After I first read these books I felt like my life actually had more of a purpose, and I felt extremely happy when I read them (except on sad part of course). But then when I would think about it, or read a very happy moment in the book, I would just cry my eyes out and think, "I want this life, Bella's life is what I want and it's SO depressing to know I can't have it." I would think that all the time. And, to be truthful, I still do occasionally. I dream about it, think about it, it's total infatuation. Just try to think, if it's not meant to be, you should wait for YOUR Edward, YOUR soul mate. I don't know about you, but, I would much rather be in love with the one I was destined to be with, than one that I may truly love with all my heart (Edward) and know it's not meant to be. I mean, he's meant for Bella and no one else. But that's just me. So I put on a brave face and try my best to suck it up, although I'm still crazily in love with Edward. But I'll be even more ecstatic when I find MY Edward, and I'm sure you'll be too. Hope I helped.:)
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Ah, The Twilight Saga. I can totally relate to you. But in a different sorta way...I guess. After I first read these books I felt like my life actually had more of a purpose, and I felt extremely happy when I read them (except on sad part of course). But then when I would think about it, or read a very happy moment in the book, I would just cry my eyes out and think, "I want this life, Bella's life is what I want and it's SO depressing to know I can't have it." I would think that all the time. And, to be truthful, I still do occasionally. I dream about it, think about it, it's total infatuation. Just try to think, if it's not meant to be, you should wait for YOUR Edward, YOUR soul mate. I don't know about you, but, I would much rather be in love with the one I was destined to be with, than one that I may truly love with all my heart (Edward) and know it's not meant to be. I mean, he's meant for Bella and no one else. But that's just me. So I put on a brave face and try my best to suck it up, although I'm still crazily in love with Edward. But I'll be even more ecstatic when I find MY Edward, and I'm sure you'll be too. Hope I helped.:)