i too felt the same way at first when i read just twilight i fell into a major phase of depression it was weird and..this is embarissing..i wanted to become a vampire. No matter if they were like the cullens or not! i started to search for people on the internet that could help me pursue this fantasy i had i was searching on internet searches "i want to become a vampire" it was retarded yes i see that now but i wanted it and i know most people dont believe in vampires but yea..i dont for the the record.. and also i was depressed thinking "oh wow edward and bella have such strong love, i want that" and becoming sad and upset thinking ill never get that..EVER! no one will because their love is so unique and has never been witnessed before. i mean a Vampire and a Human co-existing without the vampire destroying the human? never happened or even just people two people completley different cant love eachother you need at least something in common. but edward and bella did it and their now gonna live forever with their beautiful baby!(oh god i hope you've read breaking dawn or else i just ruined it for you) but to go back to the depression YES! i had that too i would just cry all the time thinking its over i mean the last line or breaking dawn just hit me like a knife and i just knew oh this series is over i will never read about edward and bella again now what will i do with my life? i hope this helped and i hope you can relate to what i said and i think i really relate to what your going through or were going through i dont know if this depression has carried out this long i sure hope not its always good to learn to get over things like this. but the movies are being made now and now we have something else to look forward too i hope you got a chance to see twilight if you did reply to me and maybe we can talk about what we liked and didnt like hope i helped
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i too felt the same way at first when i read just twilight i fell into a major phase of depression it was weird and..this is embarissing..i wanted to become a vampire. No matter if they were like the cullens or not! i started to search for people on the internet that could help me pursue this fantasy i had i was searching on internet searches "i want to become a vampire" it was retarded yes i see that now but i wanted it and i know most people dont believe in vampires but yea..i dont for the the record.. and also i was depressed thinking "oh wow edward and bella have such strong love, i want that" and becoming sad and upset thinking ill never get that..EVER! no one will because their love is so unique and has never been witnessed before. i mean a Vampire and a Human co-existing without the vampire destroying the human? never happened or even just people two people completley different cant love eachother you need at least something in common. but edward and bella did it and their now gonna live forever with their beautiful baby!(oh god i hope you've read breaking dawn or else i just ruined it for you) but to go back to the depression YES! i had that too i would just cry all the time thinking its over i mean the last line or breaking dawn just hit me like a knife and i just knew oh this series is over i will never read about edward and bella again now what will i do with my life? i hope this helped and i hope you can relate to what i said and i think i really relate to what your going through or were going through i dont know if this depression has carried out this long i sure hope not its always good to learn to get over things like this. but the movies are being made now and now we have something else to look forward too i hope you got a chance to see twilight if you did reply to me and maybe we can talk about what we liked and didnt like hope i helped
-twilighter