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I think I might hate my family. I know that is bad, and trust me I would know, but I do. I have had suicidal thoughts. Its not pretty here at home. Everything they do makes me sooooo mad. I love my sisters, all but one sometimes. I guess manly its my parents. Anything I can do?
Sounds like you are having a rough period in your life. We all have them, and you will get through it. Families are important parts of our lives because they help us grow, they support us, they encourage us, and most importantly they love us. Often times, it doesn't feel that way, because of things that are going on in our own lives. Our families are what we always fall back on when times get rough, especially when we get older. "Hate" is such a strong word, and I am guessing that you really don't mean it. You probably feel like you wish you had a different family right now, but you don't. I would imagine that your family has no idea that you are as depressed as you are. I would encourage you to talk to them and tell them how you are feeling before things escalate beyond the "Hate" mode. You have to love yourself before you can love other people. Typically when people say they "hate" their family, it is because there is something inside themselves that they are unhappy with, or don't like. Until you solve your internal dilema, your family issues aren't going to be resolved. Communication is the key to any healthy relationship. Be honest, open, and loving, and the universe will bring you the same. Suicide is not an option. You can cross that off of your list right now. You don't really want to die, you just want to escape all of the emotions that are overwhelming you right now. I understand. Try writing down how you are feeling, don't censor it, just write. See what comes out, you may be surprised at what ends up on paper. This may help you sort out your feelings and emotions, and help you to better communicate with your family and friends. You can get through this...
Move out of the house, or run away and start a new life with a stolen social or apply for legal independency
exactly!!!!! i love my sister too. but i hate my parents. they r psychos. mum iz a psycho.dad iz a drunkard