Is it my fault ?
I’m dating, or at least trying.
I’m a shy girl but I do put convosation in when I’m dating and that, I’m still getting used to affection, but to me, being shy that comes with time, I kiss yeah... but touching even if it’s a hand on a hand I struggle with and I’m scared it’s pushing the men away.
After the third date a man put his hand on my leg and I didn’t respond we kissed afterward but I just get so tense, we spoke the week after that then we haven’t seen each other since.
I’m scared they’re leaving cause they’re wanting more... or cause I’m being weird ? But I’m just being me