You make it sound like you're borderline alcoholic. All I drink is everclear 95% pure and mix it with coke. Everclear because of it's purity, clean buzz and never given me a hang over. Taking shots like you do is very convenient though
I'm pretty much the same way. If I have some but not enough alochol it'll sit there until I buy "enough" which we know is too much in the first place. haha