Is it a turn off to be a virgin at the age of 18?
Im not sure how long its gonna take me to finally lose my virginity but I feel insecure about in the future that Im still a virgin not having enough time to start having children and a family which saddens me, because by the time I lose it im probably in my 30's. Being a virgin at 18 and not losing it yet isn't because Im afraid that its gonna hurt me but the fact that im afraid to bring a guy home and that hes basically one of those guys that may judge me, I lived a different lifestyle, went through tough times, struggling to survive... Some wouldn't understand. Im not afraid to lose my virginity to someone but afraid of being judged about my life, by a guy... When your a Virgin your also afraid of not being good enough because your useless in bed. While im waiting for that right guy, im focusing on studys but at the same time its hard to because lifes too short and I wanna experience it... Its hard.