is being monotone bad

i'm monotone due to something called "flat affect", which could be something you're experiencing. if not, it's still completely normal and there's nothing wrong with it! it's just that we don't see many monotone voices outside of "character voices" in the media, which doesn't accurately represent the number of monotone people out there because they're primarily used for comedy. your voice and speech patterns are unique and perfect the way they are - embrace it!