Insatiable urges to kill

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i jus typed in urges to kill and came across some stories on here. So I decided to sign up. I never would of guessed there would be so many others who think like me. I can not stop thinkin of killing people, anybody and with no motive at all.I just want to control thier life and take it from them. Causing pain has always made me feel good, what should I do? because im scared I will take it further, there is almost nothin stopping me. Recently thoughts of suicide have been goin through my mind also> I jus hate the world, it has made me numb. no one takes me seriously or gives me a chance. im filled with so much rage, ive thought about killing my mom because of what she has put me through. thought of killing my girlfriend and jus ppl i see on the bus or walkin down the street. anyone who comes into my sight i picture myself killing them or entering their home after i stalk them and plan out how i can leave little evidence and get away.. am i cursed? will there be a day in my life where i dont fantisise about taking someones life?

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  • zii
    14 years ago

    You might suffer from Anti-Social disorder. You should probably go to a psychiatrist or psychologist and be evaluated. Get some help through therapy and medications OR turn youself into a mental institution before you kill someone. No one has the right to take innocent peoples lives. OR you can become a killer like Dexter and just kill bad folk. : )

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    • morbidthoughts11
      13 years ago

      thanks for the advice! i imagine it takes a while to actually see a psychologist right? its been a while since ive wrote that, wish i cud say the urges are gone, but i will admit i havent been as depressed lately and ive been busy so the thoughts are more on the back burner!

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  • welcome_to_nightmare
    13 years ago

    ha! who doesnt think of those things. i get them all the time i think about killing my mom and family house hoping and killing. but my rage has turned into a contempt and disgust for all mankind i know wanting this isnt normal but you want what you want. but my urges/thoughts are a cross between killing myself or lots of others either way people are going to die coz if im gonna die then im taking a couple of people with me lol. but if i kill someone now the tyings i want to do or watch will be put on hold so there's quite the dilemma. i say your normal not normal normal but for me your normal lol. i also think about eating people but in not really good at disection what if there's stuff in the kidneys or if it gets all messy im gemaphobic too. well we each have our own problems nice chatting. kisses

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  • [Old Memory]
    12 years ago

    I get those too, but it's not something you want to actually do. It's not worth throwing your life away living in a prison cell for the rest of your life for murdering someone. You should go see a psychiatrist as soon as possible. I think with the proper help you could turn this all around. Best of luck.

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