Inn that i will only date younger women who are not white?

I'm a 48 year old Single White Male who only
dates outside of his race, i will not stoop to
any White woman's level to date her and the
women must not be White and has to be another
race and or culture, I feel this way I didn't
leave the White race they left me so is this
normal to be this way, I got a female cousin
whose the same way she will only date Black
males?