Incest feelings ?
I have had incest feelings for my mother for a long time now, about 10 years. I have kept it secret. But when I was younger I used to practically revel in the fact that I wanted to have sex with my mom. But now as I get older I am starting to realize it is wrong. I don't want to have sex with my mom I want to respect her, protect her and care for her. Yet I still occasionally watch incest porn because it tends to excite me the most. However, I feel depressed and disgusting afterwords.
I have been wondering if I should seek a psychiatrist or since these feeling are finally fading should I just hang tough and let them pass? Is this all normal?