In to want to repair this relationship?
So, I fell for my next door neighbor. He used to be very outgoing but he committed a sexual crime ten years ago (he's 35 and I'm 32). Either way, we made love. He was very tender. But afterwards, I don't know why, I treated him so cruelly. I hit him. I made him cry. And he said, "All I wanted to do was love you. No one has ever given me the chance."
I want to hold him in my arms again. God, why was I so mean? I see him every so often and he avoids me. He seems sad. Should I tell him I'm sorry?