Im struggling with the constant voice

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I have Mild Schizophrenia, its not overly bad anymore as they drug me up enough to keep it under control. unfortunately, drinking makes it worse as i cant control him. its called episodic discontrol syndrome, and it means that the brain shuts down but the second personality takes over, who is extremely aggressive.
recently he has become more agitated, and wont shut up. i want him to go away, but when i got knocked around as a kid by my dad, i was terrified, so he would take over and fight for me. at the time i needed him to protect me, now im alot older and dont need that protection he is even worse. even though i have cut down drinking he takes over and makes my life sh*t for containing him. anyone understand this who has any advice as all the tablets and no longer keeping him at bay.

thanks guys

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  • dominanntrix
    14 years ago | pl

    Uh, dur, quit drinking. If you can't handle it, you can't handle it. You won't be the first person in the history of the human race who has to avoid alcohol at all costs. This is a no-brainer. ~rolls eyes~

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    • Anonymous Post Author
      14 years ago | pl

      o ok asshole i didnt spend nearly 9 months in rehab for nothing, and i dont drink much and it was happening while i was in there too. it never stops and it wont, its a problem caused by scarring on the brain, i wont helpful comments not u being a total a hole who is completely unhelpful. i want to know if anyone has ways to control it, cos the tabs just aint working

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  • randomjelly
    13 years ago | pl

    If tabs are not working and I assume you have tried therapy then you need to discuss it with your doctor. I must agree with the other comment...it's not an asshole comment...apparently rehab didn't work if you are still drinking. So the answer IS obvious. QUIT DRINKING. You aren't supposed to drink with those types of meds anyways!!!! You chose to be sick and THAT is an asshole way to treat yourself. I hope you wisen up and get better. You've already had a rough life...why make it continue?

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    • ihopeimnormal
      12 years ago | pl

      can i just say he did not choose to be sick i think thats a bit harsh

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      • shade_ilmaendu
        12 years ago | pl

        What randomjelly is saying is he chose to drink even though it made him worse. Thus it is his fault.

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  • kanklesss
    13 years ago | pl

    hott.

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  • [Old Memory]
    9 years ago | pl

    Then don't drink

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  • shade_ilmaendu
    12 years ago | pl

    You claim to be schizophrenic but you're describing disassociative personality disorder. Which is it?

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