Im sick of my own face

i'm not sure if i'm an attractive or unattractive person, but my first instinct is that i'm fairly normal looking. i'm a very insecure person and i do feel insecure about my appearance, but even when i'm feeling fine i can't look in the mirror. i'm sick of seeing the same unchanging face. i can't stand to see myself, it makes me feel how insignificant my own life really is. i can't help but think that my life would improve if i had a different face just because of how much i hate seeing my own.