Im just ranting to god

I just question so much about if you are real or not I mean everyone does. Why must I be who I am why can't you help me, everyone is religious around me and I just don't know what to believe in anymore, I mean if someone asks I say Christian but, how could I be if I am having so much trouble believing in whatever is up there. I have heard people see the signs but I am so fucking clueless, just help me I just want a fucking sign, I have tried time and time again and I read/was always told as long as I tried my best you would be there to help me but you're not, so what the hell am I suppose to do. You know why I call out to you, I don't know what to believe anymore, I just am starting to think I am done with you for a while. Maybe one day I will be able to bring faith back into you again like how I use to when I was little but right now, you have not given me a chance and I'm so tired of people saying just wait it's not your time, then when the hell is it my time huh god, I just want to know you or an Angel or something good is here with me, please

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  • Find love with in your self and then you can find a higher power.

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  • I never had a belief in God, Jesus even from an early age. I look at existence with a scientific and logical mind, you know, the big bang theory, the formation of suns and galaxies and eventually life and finally to us.

    I am spiritual and am a practising Wiccan which is a nature and seasonal based spiritual path.

    But in the end you are born you live and die. Have fun in between.

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    • I've always wanted to practice that, just yesterday i told my dad how i felt and he told me that it was time to come back to church and I'm like no and the like then we need to sit down and talk and i told him i have nothing to talk about and if you are going to try to force me to listen to you about how I'm wrong i will not talk to you (its a threat but not one i would do, just to scare him)

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  • You sound agnostic to me.

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    • Mh, I don't think I've ever heard someone give me that suggestion before but i like it, i think it really does describe my stance, thank you

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  • If you don't believe in god then just say you don't believe. I used to be just like you and struggled with those same feelings. As time went on though bad things kept on happening and each time I would pray and ask for help from god, but nothing happened. I only kept my faith because most of my friends and family were Christian. Eventually though I just stopped believing in god entirely and became an atheist. I've been an atheist since I was 12.

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    • Thank you, yeah everyone around me believes in God and I feel like it's my job too because I was raised with it, but you make an excellent point

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      • Just live your life the way you want to live not how others want you to live.

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      • Really, belief in God is not as important as living a good life. Check out this link ->

        https://en.m.wikipedia.org/wiki/Atheist's_Wager

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  • Join Islam, what you do is based off of what he thinks.

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    • Islam? I hope you were joking. It is a brutal "religion" with Sharia Law. Look up Sharia Law and learn. Islam's aim is to silently conquer the world and make Islam a global religion.

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