Im a straight male attracted to my straight male best friend?
Im a straight male. I have have a best friend since 2 years. I developed this attraction to him. He's straight also. We sometimes make gay jokes or maybe even touch eachother in a homo way, but not too far that'll make it seem gay. I don't want to come out to him first and I WON'T. I don't know if he feels the same way as me. Is there a way that I can find out if he fantacizes about the same gay thoughts of me and him? Better yet, just in case he doesn't, is there a way that I can turn him on or make him horny to have him develop the same feeling as me without me giving him the idea that I like him in that way. Maybe some kind of body language that might force him in to thinking about me sexually. I really need help with this. Reminder, don't tell me to jus tell him how I feel because its not happening. I need to know that its the same on both ends before I jus tell him how I feel. Discretely, what can I do to make him start thinking more and more of me and him in a sexual relationship? Thanks a lot people! I need him now! Lol