Iinl to have suicidal thoughts even though i dont want to kill myself?

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I get depressed all the time, and I always think of different ways I would want to kill myself and I fantasize about what my few friends, my family and my crush would go through if I would actually do it. I'm 20 years old and I feel I've wasted my life; I'm ugly, a virgin and uninteresting and I have the desire to end my life, but I am too scared to do it.

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  • ToddStellar
    12 years ago | pl

    It is normal. But dont do it. People will try and give yu thousands of reasons not to do it, but that is not going to help. The only person that can give you a reason not to do it is yourself.
    When people feel suicidal they think only of themselves (not saying that you are selfish, just through the time you feel you need to take your own life). When these thoughts occur, dont only think about the people in your life at the moment, think about the people you will meet in the future and how they may be able to change the way you think today.
    Sucide may end the pain that you feel at the moment, but it also puts a stop the the happiness you could feel in the future.
    You live once, you might as well stick around to see what it is all about.

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  • DoReMiRocker
    11 years ago | pl

    I feel that if I killed myself, my crush wouldn't give a f**k and she would make out with her BFF, I have no friends, and my parents would just love on my brother Rooger(I call him this).

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  • [Old Memory]
    12 years ago | pl

    I do this whenever my parents *really* pi$$ me off; I'm 13 and a guy.

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  • [Old Memory]
    12 years ago | pl

    I do they to I get randomly depressed and then think how pol would feel if I died

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  • rocket
    12 years ago | pl

    All actions were just thoughts at one time.

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  • black_houzi
    12 years ago | pl

    Please don't. I mean even though I feel the same way, there are people who care. Your family loves you, your friends care about what's going on in you life, etc.

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