Is it normal when i look at girls
All i can think when i look at cute or sexy girls is them having sex with some guy who is way more alpha than me. It makes me feel so inadequate. Depending on the girl i can visualize exactly the type of guy she most likely gets in bed with.
It makes me angry for example i will see a petite girl and think "she would be the perfect size girlfriend for me" but then i know the reality is she probably is attracted to guys who are much bigger and better looking than me.