Is it normal to wish there is a 'what if' machine
I don't want to die yet but I wish there is a 'what if' kind of machine that could show me how people around who know me would react if I died. If I actually died, I wouldn't get to see how they actually react over my death isn't it?
I want to witness who will cry or celebrate over my death. People will show their true feelings towards you when they're looking at your corpse. To reiterate, I want to see their genuine reactions over my death without me actually dying.