Is it normal to want to be mothered by your (preferably older) girlfriend?
I guess it's because I often go through periods of such low self esteem and depression that I want to be mothered again, to be reassured about myself and comforted. And also I guess I do have some desire to feel like someone else is looking after me again (which is why I'd like her to be older, to complete the illusion), to feel that sense of security that I had as a kid. Plus then I also want a girlfriend to be with as well, to have someone to be romantically in love with. So I guess I've kind of combined both of those needs into one, I want a girlfriend who'll also mother me. Am I a freak?