I understand you and I feel the same way. I also buried myself, or more like just never emerged, because of too much neglect and hurtful, ignorant behavior. When you realize that and stop treating yourself like shit is when it starts to get better. I'm glad you are at that point and you can see that your true nature is kind and gentle. It's something to take pride in and a starting point for gaining confidence and a sense of self.
I guess it sounds cheesy, but let that goodness guide you. I've never been more at peace than when I could connect with my own humility/vulnerability and the fact that I have so much love, and I want to do what's right. Even if I don't know how and I haven't always done so, knowing that I'm trying and I want to and letting that inform my actions is like medicine.
IIN to value only peace of mind?
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I understand you and I feel the same way. I also buried myself, or more like just never emerged, because of too much neglect and hurtful, ignorant behavior. When you realize that and stop treating yourself like shit is when it starts to get better. I'm glad you are at that point and you can see that your true nature is kind and gentle. It's something to take pride in and a starting point for gaining confidence and a sense of self.
I guess it sounds cheesy, but let that goodness guide you. I've never been more at peace than when I could connect with my own humility/vulnerability and the fact that I have so much love, and I want to do what's right. Even if I don't know how and I haven't always done so, knowing that I'm trying and I want to and letting that inform my actions is like medicine.