Is it normal to think of all the horrible things i could do to ruin something?
its not like i want to or im a hateful person or anything and i know how much like a 15 year old idoit "emo" kid it sounds like but i can always picture how a sitiuation could go completely south as a result of my action. like im driving my girlfriend home from across a pretty large bridge and i just thought how awful it would have been to just veer into oncoming traffic while shes asleep. i dont want to do it, but i cant help but notice how terrible it would be to have it happen.