Long term stimulant user here. I just want to say that if you can't keep it to like once a week don't do it. I love stimulants but they will totally change your life in ways you probably won't like.
I will give an example of my daily amphetamine habit at its prime. I remember the first time I took them at the zoo and felt slightly drunk but buzzed and energetic. It was amazing like the world had opened up to me and was a beautiful sunny place.
Then three months later I crushed a coke can in my hand to the point blood dripped down my arm in an argument with my then girlfriend. I started to throw things then collapsed on the floor unconscious. That could be your future if you let it go too far. My mind had started to feel like a strained wire where anything could set me off, I turned from a human being into a walking time bomb.
I took 3 today. I took 2 early, early this morning. Then once the "high" effect went away, I decided to take another one because I thought that effect would return. It never did and I suddenly had so much energy. I wasn't hyper or anything. I was just listening to music, swaying to the beat (I actually did that since the drug started working and couldn't stop), tapping the laptop keys, and tapping my foot, and I was completely sane, but my mind was racing.
I wrote this a little bit after you posted this I believe, and not sure if you saw, but I promised my mother to take only one a day for a week and type up the results in an e-mail to show my psychiatrist to see what he thinks.
I know I took a really big amount today, and it's not very healthy for my body, I understand. I was thinking about taking a 4th pill, but luckily I had enough sense to prevent myself from taking another.
So, tomorrow, I will take one in the morning, and only one. My mother will make sure that nothing bad happens to me and will make sure I will only take one. However, if something serious happens to me, such as if I get a seizure, then I will immediately stop taking it and get a proper dose from my psychiatrist (I know, I shouldn't be taking this medicine anyways because it's not meant for me, only my brother).
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Long term stimulant user here. I just want to say that if you can't keep it to like once a week don't do it. I love stimulants but they will totally change your life in ways you probably won't like.
I will give an example of my daily amphetamine habit at its prime. I remember the first time I took them at the zoo and felt slightly drunk but buzzed and energetic. It was amazing like the world had opened up to me and was a beautiful sunny place.
Then three months later I crushed a coke can in my hand to the point blood dripped down my arm in an argument with my then girlfriend. I started to throw things then collapsed on the floor unconscious. That could be your future if you let it go too far. My mind had started to feel like a strained wire where anything could set me off, I turned from a human being into a walking time bomb.
Basically don't let it get out of control.
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I took 3 today. I took 2 early, early this morning. Then once the "high" effect went away, I decided to take another one because I thought that effect would return. It never did and I suddenly had so much energy. I wasn't hyper or anything. I was just listening to music, swaying to the beat (I actually did that since the drug started working and couldn't stop), tapping the laptop keys, and tapping my foot, and I was completely sane, but my mind was racing.
I wrote this a little bit after you posted this I believe, and not sure if you saw, but I promised my mother to take only one a day for a week and type up the results in an e-mail to show my psychiatrist to see what he thinks.
I know I took a really big amount today, and it's not very healthy for my body, I understand. I was thinking about taking a 4th pill, but luckily I had enough sense to prevent myself from taking another.
So, tomorrow, I will take one in the morning, and only one. My mother will make sure that nothing bad happens to me and will make sure I will only take one. However, if something serious happens to me, such as if I get a seizure, then I will immediately stop taking it and get a proper dose from my psychiatrist (I know, I shouldn't be taking this medicine anyways because it's not meant for me, only my brother).