Is it normal to not wanna go to uni due to study loans?
I have very high anxiety about money spending. It's probably related to my diagnosed dyscalculia. At 11 years old I genuienly did not understand the difference between 5$ and 50$ and even though obviously it's not that bad now I still struggle with everything related to numbers and value.
I absolutely would never go to university because the thought of having high loans to pay back scares the living shit out of me. It's almost like a phobia. I have loans now because the education I want required me to take loans but it's a loan I could pay back in a year at a decent salary at least as long as I live at home yet I still nearly had a panic attack when I realized I had to take this loan and a few times I broke down when I had to use some of the money from the loan and had to reasoned with that it's not a lot of money and that I shouldn't worry that much. I don't really need to go to uni for the job that I want but it wouldn't be a total waste either of course but I could just never imagine doing it. It feels like everyone just takes loans all the time without even giving it a second thought though so it doesn't feel like a very common fear to have.