I need to learn to "fake it til you make it" without feeling like I'm being delusional. Sometimes I am pretending to be confident but then I feel like Im just in my own world and not in touch with reality.
I know I can find someone who will be impressed by me like I am with my bf, but thats not enough for me to be with that person. I need to actually like them/love them like with my bf. However, it does get tiring how I dont feel good enough for him. Sometimes he looks down on me, telling me "you dont know how to do _____" or "you're not very good at _____" I have confronted him about this and he responded saying he doesn't look down on me and just stood quiet. So sometimes you do things you dont mean to do so maybe he doesn't even notice hes looking down on me but we def have to have more conversations about this so he knows hes actually doing this. Just cause he doesnt mean to doesn't mean its not happening. If he cares, he needs to appreciate me for me. It'll feel amazing to feel good enough for someone again.
IIN to legitimately feel not good enough for someone?
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I need to learn to "fake it til you make it" without feeling like I'm being delusional. Sometimes I am pretending to be confident but then I feel like Im just in my own world and not in touch with reality.
I know I can find someone who will be impressed by me like I am with my bf, but thats not enough for me to be with that person. I need to actually like them/love them like with my bf. However, it does get tiring how I dont feel good enough for him. Sometimes he looks down on me, telling me "you dont know how to do _____" or "you're not very good at _____" I have confronted him about this and he responded saying he doesn't look down on me and just stood quiet. So sometimes you do things you dont mean to do so maybe he doesn't even notice hes looking down on me but we def have to have more conversations about this so he knows hes actually doing this. Just cause he doesnt mean to doesn't mean its not happening. If he cares, he needs to appreciate me for me. It'll feel amazing to feel good enough for someone again.