Is it normal to just not care

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Hi again. I’m 23 years old and I guess you can say I’m beautiful... or was. I kind of think I am. Grew up travel dancing and for my high school. On the outside, sure, but the inside I’m rotting. I’m disgusted with myself, my thoughts my actions and the way I don’t care about brushing my teeth... I hate brushing my teeth. I have an eye picking disorder no one knows about. I think it’s anxiety triggered. Is it normal that I just don’t care about anything or anyone? I care about my family. I “love” them. But I don’t show it. They would think otherwise. I do a lot of other disgusting things I don’t even want to share. I have a digestive problem from all of the s**t food I scarf down. I feel like a pig. Is it normal to hate myself so much?

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  • Mark92
    5 years ago

    I hate myself for a lot of things that I did and never want to talk about too, perfectly normal, life is a long road, a long journey (if not by some misfortune someone dies a premature death) and is full of regretful moments that often make you hate yourself...

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  • RoseIsabella
    5 years ago

    Maybe you are suffering from depression and anxiety?

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    • WhyamIthiswayx
      5 years ago

      I believe I do, I’m just so bad at communicating I don’t know how to tell a doctor what it is I’m feeling or what I need. Maybe if I can get my medication figured out I could get better.

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      • RoseIsabella
        5 years ago

        What kinda medication?

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        • WhyamIthiswayx
          5 years ago

          I’m on very low doses of Seroquel, Remeron and Ativan. Other people with bad anxiety and depression have high as shit doses of Ativan or something else, maybe that’s why I think I’m not doing any better.

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          • RoseIsabella
            5 years ago

            So then you just need to tell your doctor what's going on with you.

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