Is it normal to hold back your tears
I never much enjoyed crying, and even as a kid I would have to hide to be alone and cry. Sure there have been times I couldn't hold them back enough on times whatever got me going. I use to be able to cry in happiness sometimes. But I didn't like it, it felt like a weakness. Today my emotions have been sensitive, it isn't taking much to get me having to hold back. That is the thing, even when no one is around, I still fight against crying. is it normal to be so defiant against crying?
PS: I am a guy.