I too get thoughts of Killing when I do even think of Killing family members and or friends/ random people. I think I am a psychopath or some shit. We are similar and I am Interested in talking with you.
I'll talk here. I have questioned if I may have mild psychopathic traits but I do have what seems to be a conscience and empathy for people I choose to like. I took the PCL before and seem to score in the 20's, so not quite a psychopath, but most people score about 5 which is odd to me as I seem to have better morals than the general population. I brought up some of my darker thoughts to the therapist recently. In a way they bother me, but not because I find them emotionally distressing, but because I don't think it's a healthy thing to be preoccupied with thinking about and interferes with focusing on better stuff, so I actually want these desires to go away. I find them bothersome more in a way not having a cigarette can be because it's not something I actually want to do with my life. I brought up to a therapist about a time I saw a man get murdered outside a club years ago and they assumed I must have ptsd causing these thoughts, but that isn't the case as I was like this before and seeing it in real life only made me fixate on it more than I did before.
Hmm, I have never been to a therapist but I've been recommended. I have psychopathic and sociopathic traits as well. As far as the intrusive thoughts I thi k they occur when you are in the heat of the moment. I know when I'm raged I want to annihilate whoever made me angry. The feelings e entually subside, and I come to terms with myself as to why and how I can think to do something like that. When you talked to your therapist about you thoughts how did they react? And did they consider you a threat?
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I too get thoughts of Killing when I do even think of Killing family members and or friends/ random people. I think I am a psychopath or some shit. We are similar and I am Interested in talking with you.
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I'll talk here. I have questioned if I may have mild psychopathic traits but I do have what seems to be a conscience and empathy for people I choose to like. I took the PCL before and seem to score in the 20's, so not quite a psychopath, but most people score about 5 which is odd to me as I seem to have better morals than the general population. I brought up some of my darker thoughts to the therapist recently. In a way they bother me, but not because I find them emotionally distressing, but because I don't think it's a healthy thing to be preoccupied with thinking about and interferes with focusing on better stuff, so I actually want these desires to go away. I find them bothersome more in a way not having a cigarette can be because it's not something I actually want to do with my life. I brought up to a therapist about a time I saw a man get murdered outside a club years ago and they assumed I must have ptsd causing these thoughts, but that isn't the case as I was like this before and seeing it in real life only made me fixate on it more than I did before.
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Hmm, I have never been to a therapist but I've been recommended. I have psychopathic and sociopathic traits as well. As far as the intrusive thoughts I thi k they occur when you are in the heat of the moment. I know when I'm raged I want to annihilate whoever made me angry. The feelings e entually subside, and I come to terms with myself as to why and how I can think to do something like that. When you talked to your therapist about you thoughts how did they react? And did they consider you a threat?