Is it normal to have fantasy of protecting a woman?

I think about being in a war and I'm on the winning side and my army men just found a local woman hiding. They bring her to me to be questioned. It's my job to make her my prisoner and I have the freedom to have my way with her sexually. If she doesn't cooperate I can bash her skull with a baseball bat. But while I'm going to do it I notice her beauty and how frightened she is, and I end up just gently stroking her long hair with the baseball bat, and softly touching her cheeks with my fingers. My lips trace the trail of dried up tears on her face. I kiss her neck and smell the light odor of sweet sweat on her throat. I tell her that I'll drive her out of town to a better place once it gets dark outside and the guards won't ask me where I'm going or request to check the vehicle because I'm a top ranking commander. And I also give her money and tell her where to go so she will be safe, how to meet my friend on the other side of town who can help her, and if she ever needs anything she can get in touch with me again and I'd be glad to help.