Is it normal to hate seeing or being around other people or out in public

Could be anxiety, I think you should see a doctor and ask about counselling it helped me a lot ! Hope I helped a little good luck! X

Same here:/

It's called. "AGORAPHOBIA " and millions of ppl suffer with it! There are meds and therapy that can help!

sometimes I feel like an absolute pirate just scallying around doing whatever the fuck I want. other times I feel like i'm just under constant watch and scrutiny of others - and i just want to go home.

It's not exactly normal but more people feel this way than you might think. I used to have this problem, too. It's probably severe social anxiety. Try talking to a doctor or therapist, they can help you :)

I used to be this way in my teen years only could take groups with me but you'll grow out of it when you stop giving a fuck what sheeple think :)

Nope. Seems like a lonely asshole to me