Is it normal to hate blowjobs.

I've had many by amateurs and by women that probably received awards and trophies for blowjob contests. But I didnt like any of them. The few times I actually ejactulated during a blowjob it really hurt for hours afterward. Maybe a mental thing but the pain was for real. Even handjobs does nothing for me. Vagina is the only home Mr. Magoo is happy visiting. Does anyone else have this problem.