Is it normal to grow up around ppl constantly trying to humiliate each other?
Seriously I think this is really why I haven't been able to function properly in society. For years I was always trying to keep up with information who's very nature makes my soul vomit to this day. I've been around too many people who like to constantly humiliate each other. These people follow you like a plague and expect your allegiance and act like you're the problem when you point the real issue...
WHAT THE FUCK IS THIS FRIENEMIES SHIT?
Please, please, if anyone reads this and acts like that just think about it, seriously. Is you power hungriness, self-loathing and interchangeable inferiority and superiority complex worth it? Do those feelings really outweigh the love and happiness of a true friendship? Because it's painfully obvious that they don't. You're the only one losing out.
And then there's the people like me who just don't get it! I have nice friends that I could go see, who I love and who love me back, but instead I'm hear writing this shit trying to validate my existence with feedback from others... All because I was exposed to you poisonous Mofos and I can't seem to reconcile the world around me with myself because I started on bad footing.
So yea, I wanna know, is this normal? If so, why the hell is it?