Is it normal to feel this way about other people?
Is it normal that I can't be around anyone? For the last months I find being around another human being revolting. I have lost all ability to communicate my feelings or otherwise. I don't want to be seen or touched. Like when I'm at public places like the subway or the street, I look at people's faces and can only see them as mammals that make sounds instead of speaking words... they look so foreign. Ultimately, I look foreign to myself. Whenever I bring the hands to my face and my skin smells human I have to immediately wash them or put perfume on them. And the thought of coming in close proximity to another human or bond or go to bed with someone makes me want to cry. I feel so strange to everyone that it disarms me.
Does anyone feel this way?