i honestly feel like i am not good enough for him. i was searching something for my boyfriend and found all this porn he looked up. it was the first hes done it (or the first time i caught him) but now everything feels wrong. because this guy is tht guy you trust and love because hes different. and i have really bad trust issues and struggle with eating disorders so after finding that i feel broken and its hard for me to deal. i tried having sex with him earlier and it just felt awkward and i had to fake it. its hard to tell him i love him or hard to see myself actually marrying him now... i want to stop feeling like this.
IIN to feel really down after finding out my boyfriend watches porn
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i honestly feel like i am not good enough for him. i was searching something for my boyfriend and found all this porn he looked up. it was the first hes done it (or the first time i caught him) but now everything feels wrong. because this guy is tht guy you trust and love because hes different. and i have really bad trust issues and struggle with eating disorders so after finding that i feel broken and its hard for me to deal. i tried having sex with him earlier and it just felt awkward and i had to fake it. its hard to tell him i love him or hard to see myself actually marrying him now... i want to stop feeling like this.