Thats how i feel but I asked him to stop watching it, because when he does it literally feels like my heart is breaking and its so hard not to cry, but I know its a guy thing and hes told me its just about the act, but I make him vidoes and he has lots of pictures and I am ALWAYS willing to try anything, and im always willing, I have even told him he could wake me up if he was horny.
But it didnt hurt my feelings this much until i realized he was doing it kind of behind my back- He would wait for me to jump in the shower, go on a short walk, fall asleep, And i felt completely betrayed and unwanted.
But I feel like a bitch telling him I dont want him to watch por, asking him not to, and I get paranoid and will randomley check the history even though I know its clean since we share a computer, he isnt that stupid, but I always feel like hes watching it on private browser while im gone or something
IIN to feel really down after finding out my boyfriend watches porn
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Thats how i feel but I asked him to stop watching it, because when he does it literally feels like my heart is breaking and its so hard not to cry, but I know its a guy thing and hes told me its just about the act, but I make him vidoes and he has lots of pictures and I am ALWAYS willing to try anything, and im always willing, I have even told him he could wake me up if he was horny.
But it didnt hurt my feelings this much until i realized he was doing it kind of behind my back- He would wait for me to jump in the shower, go on a short walk, fall asleep, And i felt completely betrayed and unwanted.
But I feel like a bitch telling him I dont want him to watch por, asking him not to, and I get paranoid and will randomley check the history even though I know its clean since we share a computer, he isnt that stupid, but I always feel like hes watching it on private browser while im gone or something