I dont know if its about being "love-shy" dude... Its as if I just prefer superficiality (thats why I like chatting online). Outside of romantic relationships, I've never kept a normal friendship for more than 2 years.
I understand that the way I behave isn't particularly normal, but whats really bothering me is my unusual levels of aggression. Inside myself I feel constantly angry but mask it with charm and eloquence in public.
Let me give you an example: I'm walking through my university and some girl randomly says "nice dimples hey" or something about my hair. I smile and thank them (act embarrassed), and as I walk away I feel infuriated with myself AND the person I spoke to. I think about hurting the person I spoke to...
I dont know whats wrong with me... Thats why I just prefer to keep all contact superficial.
Do you think you feel upset because they were getting too close? Some people feel harassed when they get hit on and it is annoying sometimes. Perhaps you get angrier than usual but the initial sentiment is more normal than not. Other people get conceited and start loving themselves too much because of how much they get hit on so perhaps you're not so bad
IIN to feel like I'm not meant for relationships?
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I dont know if its about being "love-shy" dude... Its as if I just prefer superficiality (thats why I like chatting online). Outside of romantic relationships, I've never kept a normal friendship for more than 2 years.
I understand that the way I behave isn't particularly normal, but whats really bothering me is my unusual levels of aggression. Inside myself I feel constantly angry but mask it with charm and eloquence in public.
Let me give you an example: I'm walking through my university and some girl randomly says "nice dimples hey" or something about my hair. I smile and thank them (act embarrassed), and as I walk away I feel infuriated with myself AND the person I spoke to. I think about hurting the person I spoke to...
I dont know whats wrong with me... Thats why I just prefer to keep all contact superficial.
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Very interesting
Do you think you feel upset because they were getting too close? Some people feel harassed when they get hit on and it is annoying sometimes. Perhaps you get angrier than usual but the initial sentiment is more normal than not. Other people get conceited and start loving themselves too much because of how much they get hit on so perhaps you're not so bad