I used to feel really messed up about hiding my dark, sick, or just weird thoughts and urges from everyone. I used to cut myself to relieve the stress, but then I had to hide my cuts from everyone too and it just started all over.
I don't cut myself anymore, but sometimes I still get the urge. I still hide my real thoughts and feelings from people . . . But I guess I've accepted myself and my abnormal sexuality. Or maybe I've just gotten used to it . . .
IIN to feel like I am living a lie and hide everything from everyone?
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I used to feel really messed up about hiding my dark, sick, or just weird thoughts and urges from everyone. I used to cut myself to relieve the stress, but then I had to hide my cuts from everyone too and it just started all over.
I don't cut myself anymore, but sometimes I still get the urge. I still hide my real thoughts and feelings from people . . . But I guess I've accepted myself and my abnormal sexuality. Or maybe I've just gotten used to it . . .