Is it normal to fantasise about previous girl on girl experience
I am a 25 yo girl and when I was between 15-18 my best friend and I use to have lesbian experiences at sleepovers.
The first time it happened we were drunk and she initiated it and from then on we use to awkwardly tease each other until one of us would make the move.
We only ever kissed and fingered each other but we would both always orgasm very quickly and then stop and just cuddle. We never talked about it after that.
We drifted apart as we grew up due to different study loads at uni and having different friends but we still catch up once in a while
I have always fantasised about our experiences but have never ever been attracted to another woman and have never wanted a sexual experience with any other girl. I find that I almost regret not taking it further and having oral sex and the thought excites me and I often master bate thinking about it.
I told my boyfriend and he doesn't seem to think its bad as I am 100% attracted to him and we have an awesome sex life.
is it normal to still think about it?